Tuesday, June 14, 2011
This week i have a job dog walking. First day. Saw the saddest thing. Then a really gross thing. Walking down the street I see a squirrel had met an untimely death by automobile i assume. there appeared to be something next to it. i gathered up the leashes, last thing i need is to wrestle a bloody half mangled squirrel corpse from the jaws of the very cute Leo. I imagined leo and sammy playing tug of war. me trying to explain the blood all over sammy, who is a white littlwe dog. Leo is small but has hair like a lions mane...... then what was next to the squirrel. A baby squirrel. dead. they are so cute. sad. and left me to wonder how that happened. I walked down the road to one of my, i wish i lived there houses then started to walk back up. Still thinking about them i decided to take a closer look. investigate. Almost there. A car is driving down. as i wait for the car to pass i see the tire run over the baby. fuck. had to ask?
Saturday, June 4, 2011
i was writing about my international hair model thing when i deleted it all and now am writing this. Sometimes one sentence can change your whole perspective on the future. just a couple of random words thrown together to in that moment. that moment after. a heartbeat. everything becomes clear. nothing has changed. but now you can see.